I am so done. Nothing ever works out. I am still so damn lonely, I can't make good grades, I let my family down, I'm a failure. I want to just die, go to sleep and never wake up again. I pretty much ruined a friendship my life is a living hell. I just want to die. I can't stop the tears,l I need help, but I would prefer death. I can't do this anymore, I can't where my everything is okay mask anymore, I need someone to be there for me. I need to feel that love from another person, but I can't seem to find it anywhere. My heart feels as if it has been torn into a million pieces and stomped on. Why can't anything work out for me? I just want to